A Day In The Life Of Alix (Part 2, page 1 of 2)


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Part 2

Alix on wednesday

Today I woke up feeling not male nor female. It was one of the those in between days. I decide to dress neutral. I put on my chest binder and pull a baggy Hardin Middle School hoodie over it. Than I take off my leggings and replace them with skinny jeans. I slowly eat my bowl of cheerios this morning not wanting a rerun of yesterday morning. I brush my hair out so it looks semi straight ( Unlike me heheheh)

I grab all my stuff, pull on my mask, and head out to my bus stop.

As im halfway to my bus stop it starts to really stink. I look around. There is a dead possum in the middle of the road. Yes, I know possums play dead, but this one was actually dead. It was smooshed and its guts spilled everywhere. I run trying to get away from the awful smell. When I get to the bus stop I spill my guts everywhere. I burst out in tears and look at my sister

“Whats wrong cheezy?” Thats my family nickname none of my family knows about me yet.

“ Ayman dumped me.” I say Ayman was my boyfriend. I loved him with all my heart. He tore my fucking heart apart! Fuck him!

“How long were you together?”

“3 months.” I reply looking at my worn out sneakers. The best 3 months of my life I think to myself.

She starts rambling on about all her exes. I nod along pretending to care. Right now all I want is to curl up in bed, figure out who I am, figure out why Ayman dumped me and sleep. I haven’t slept in weeks.

Instead I jump on the hot stinky bus to head to the cold homophobic school. I am now sitting in spanish 2 feeling so out of my fucking place so I open my book and read.

This AMAZING book called Symptoms Of Being Human by Jeff Garvin made me realize who I am and how to handle it.

My face burns from the mask. I wanna take it off so badly. I cant tho. STUPID FUCKING CORONA

Now I have to pee but we are taking notes. Stupid blatter.

Later at lunch (after I have finally gotten to go pee) a boy named Nathan (but we call him Ramen Noodles) Said that if a bisexual women marrys another women than that women becomes a lesbian. I dont know why this pissed me off but it did. I went off on him.

“ NATHAN THAT IS NOT HOW IT FUCKING WORKS! IF A BISEXUAL WOMEN MARRYS A FUCKING WOMEN THAT JUST MEANS THEY HAPPEN TO DEEPLY LOVE THAT WOMEN IT DOES NOT FUCKING MEAN THEY ARE A FUCKING LESBIAN!!!”

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